friday the 13

I have two weeks left in Australia and I just got a new reason for going home. 

K…. I don’t know what to say. It’s my own fault. I shouldn’t have trusted you…… I shouldn’t have taken you back after you hurt me the first time…

But I did… I did and now you hurt me more than ever before. I never thought it would end this way. 

Two days ago I got a message from a girl I had never seen before, never even heard of. She told me she was K’s girlfriend…. K’s girlfriend… 

I didn’t knew who to react.. I was shocked… I was hurt… I was angry 

I was at school, so i asked the teacher if i could go to the toilet, then I read the whole message. I was so angry and hurt I started to shake, and cry. I wish I could have just stayed there and never having to actually face the world again. 

I made K met me at 6 the same day and asked him about it, he admitted it all. That he had been cheating on me for a year with this girl that lives in Sydney. That they had been together since June last year. I wish he had just punched me in the face or something, it would have hurt less. That kind of pain passes quickly. This don’t….